We accept the love we think we deserve, just like we accept the happiness that we think we deserve....
My thoughts, feelings for the day....fuck....they're all over the place.....not in a bad way...in a good way....my itty bitty brain is exploding with thoughts.....my actions, my emotions are finally getting in track I feel....my grasp on situations is getting firmer....I'm feeling more in control, which is great...not in control as in "it's my way or no way" just as I can get what I need said properly ...I'm glad to say that my stock in Kleenex can finally go down a bit....tears are not shed every hour on the hour, and in fact they are not shed every day....
My heart is healing....my heart is growing - which is odd, and true folded into one....
I'm getting things figured out....slowly but surely....which is fine by me....I still of course want would love instant gratification....but I will take the slow route for now....and stick with my can do attitude....
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