you know the saying....you know how it goes....you're damned if you do and damned if you don't....it's really a no win situation....and you have to think and feel, really? really?? or at least that's what I say....
Conversations are always great, but mean really nothing if you don't have communication...this my folks is the key word....communication...don't be afraid y'all say it with me....communication...you can talk, you can have conversations, hell you can do a lot but with out the whole communication component it's just really all bullshit...For instance (and I know you all love my whole little scenarios I throw out here) you can be in the same room with someone and be talking to them for a good hour and feel like you got a lot talked thru and your at a good point...then to only have the next day a series of text messages full of resentment and anger towards you and you sit there going wtf?? Did we not just have a great night? Again communication....you see some people just don't get it...they don't want to hear or listen to others, they have the victim syndrome...which by the way i have had....seriously I have and it sucks so I physically pulled my head out of my ass and told myself that the world owed me nothing and I had to buck up and move on....but i can't answer for the rest of you....and I can't answer for the ones that say they are listening only to learn that they only want to hear or feel what they want and need...
Can ya tell I'm having a day??
I don't know....really I don't....life really shouldn't feel this emotional all the damn time...it's like it's a daytime soap opera stuck on the worst episodes over and over....and the only point I've gotten so far outta all of this is I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't....
