Tuesday, May 3, 2016

And the top 5 answers are.........

you got it folks......this is the Family Feud....where we are looking for the top answers out of 100 people questioned....seems so easy....we should know the answers right? We should have already read the questions???


Nope....not giving it to you....you don't deserve it...
Oh let's touch this for a second since I had to bring it up....."you don't deserve"

Once upon a time I had a shitty life....no wait you all read about this so you know I had a had a shitty life...I was not smart and didn't listen to a soul and let it go on way too long.... fast forward to now...I am not that smart....I love him, I do..... but things are not right - and I'm afraid that I love for what I know and I love for what I get...not what I deserve or give...and I wonder so many things when tears are streaming down my cheeks at night.....

Off the subject.... lets get back.....

Top 5 answers of knowing love:

1.  Never saying sorry.....when you love, you know the other is sorry....you can feel it....
2. Knowing your worth....you are number one...no question, you're number one
3. Knowing you are worth the truth.....repeat word number 6 - this is you...never question
4. you should never doubt
5. You FEEL LOVE......yes you can and you will.....you can feel love when you have it.....



Is this post blog worthy.....oh to the hell no.....I just have so much on my mind and so much I want to write about....

It's kinda ridiculious....it sucks as much as this spell check....

I love and I love hard....read this blog and you will get it...

but I'm tired....
I'm hurt...
I'm sad....
I'm always sad....
I want to smile,
I need to smile...
I want to love,
I need to love......

I thought I'd be so much better at my age....
I thought I'd be so much happier at my age..

I'm not....
I suck.....

I got nothing but I'm sorry