Field of dreams....

You live and let live and eventually, that becomes enough.....

True statement, when it comes down to the sane part of me...yes there is one ; ) I do have my moments of why things are good, why life is the way it is....why the world goes round....

Wearing your heart on your sleeve can take a toll on a person....you become emotional over the tiniest factors, you feel like you become a freak of nature when it comes to your waterfall of tears 24/7 over sometimes the most annoying little things....and you can't stop...you try, you want to....and it's like "wtf?!?" why am I crying!!

I know, I know....deep breathing...take a walk...all those grand gestures....it's just crazy to think of how I've changed....the good, the bad...I've changed....some changes I love and some changes are driving me crazy...I miss my free spirit....I miss my go with the flow attitude....I want that back....I need that back...

Last night, was a crazy night...I cling....think that's the best way to put it....I cling, and want....when I know I need to relax, and let it all go....day by day, it is what it is...all that good jazz....there is no magical pill....there are no magical words....there isn't a field of dreams....this is it...this is life....you just have to live it.....